Friday, May 9, 2008
Déjà vu
Clairvoyant
Third eyes
Evil eyes
Telepathic
Psychic
Dream
Mental illness
Sleeping disorder
Out of body experience
Near death experience known as EDE
Mind control (brainwashing)
Metoposcopy
And so on…
I am not a perfectionist at all but through my understanding and research that I had read up from, paranormal can be explained in a different angle
Many scientists, parapsychologist, psychiatrists, will cite from experiment and research to evaluate the outcome of why people dreams or how we feel. Example we claimed we hear things or even out of body experiences
Sometimes what we see may not be true sometimes what we see may be true
So do we have to believe it even when I see it? The answer is yes and no.
You have the freedom to choose to believe or not to believe
I have a very unpleasant childhood that I can remember clearly, and often I do get unknown bruises on my leg, arm, hand I heard whispering and speaks to the unknown.
Every night I sleep I experience my body is floating up I was petrified having nightmares I can even remember what I had dreamt of even after so many years.
I have a family history of leukemia… every one in the family afraid I will follow my grandfather who has a leukemia and live up to 5 years after he was diagnosed Many people loves to say unknown bruises comes from spirits that disturb us at night when we are sleeping so, may I ask a question? How do you know? And can be so sure it is by spirits have you heard before leukemia? if you do not know leukemia symptoms
Here it is;
Lack of oxygen and red blood cells to carry it may cause patients to become anemic, more pale, weak or tired. The lack of platelets also causes patients to bleed or bruise more easily and so on
Another source
A bruise is a traumatic injury of the soft tissues that results in breakage of the local capillaries and leakage of red blood cells. In the skin, bruising can be seen as a reddish-purple discoloration that does not blanch when pressed upon. A bruise can sometimes be associated with a temporary raised area in the skin. When a bruise fades, it becomes green and brown as the body metabolizes the blood cells and bilirubin pigment in the skin. A bruise is best treated with local application of a cold pack immediately after injury.
A bruise is medically termed a contusion. Bruises are typically a result of some degree of injury to the blood vessels in the skin. Local leakage of blood into the skin from the capillaries that occurs spontaneously, without injury, results in a flat, purplish discolored area referred to as ecchymosis. Credit to medicine.net
The amount of bruising may also be affected by medications which interfere with blood clotting (and thus cause more bleeding into the skin or tissues). These drugs include many prescription arthritis medications called nonsteroidal antiinflammatories (for example, ibuprofen [Advil, Nuprin] and naproxen [Aleve]) as well as over-the-counter medications, such as aspirin. Warfarin (Coumadin) is often prescribed by doctors specifically to prevent clotting in patients who have had blood clots in their legs or heart. Warfarin can cause particularly severe bruising, especially if the level of the medication becomes too high. Cortisone medications, such as prednisone, promote bruising by increasing the fragility of the tiny blood vessels in the skin. In addition, patients with inherited clotting problems (such as in hemophilia) or acquired clotting problems (such as in patients with liver diseases like cirrhosis), can develop extensive bruising or even life-threatening bleeding.
Most people think I am insane when I speaks to the “air” my parents entrusted a Christian Family to baby sit me every Sunday they will go to church whenever I enter the church I felt uneasy as if my whole mind was “brain washed” I couldn’t remember a single thing except the phrases they said from the bible book I can sense there were something unclean in the church they were a catholic.
I have a very bad experience with a catholic family members till now I hate them to the core I can even remember how they looks like even when I saw them on the streets.
Imagine you have an unpleasant childhood that you had to cling on it for over 21 years of your life how do you feel? Depressed
Why do I out of body experience? Firstly I was abused by the catholic family a child mind is very fragile and innocent but through the abuse that was given by them. it trigger a child brains the fear of being abuse every single day when your parents is actually working hard outside without knowing they had entrusted a family to baby sit abuse the child
Have you ever asked yourself why many teenagers smoke, drinks, steals and so on they do have family problem example their parents is divorce they got no love from them at all that’s why they are doing such a thing. No proper guide in their life except some visible hurts that they had… some are purely out of curiosity by taking drugs, steals and so on
Kids are easily being repercussions by others. So, during their teenage life is very important that parents care and knowing what they are doing outside
Child abuse
I have cited from wikipedia
Children with histories of maltreatment, such as physical and psychological neglect and physical abuse are at risk of developing psychiatric problems.[6][7] Such children are at risk of developing a disorganized attachment.[8][9][10] Disorganized attachment is associated with a number of developmental problems, including dissociative symptoms,[11] as well as anxiety, depressive, and acting-out symptoms.[12][13] A study by Dante Cicchetti found that 80% of abused and maltreated infants exhibited symptoms of disorganized attachment.[14][15]
Posttraumatic stress is an anxiety disorder that can develop into emotional reaction to an extreme psychological trauma.
With inability to control oneself it can lead to self injury you can read more by clicking here
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As for me, I still can’t obligate myself to forgo the past that has brought me into at least I am glad that my parents love me as much as I love them
I run away from many things in life my childhood, it sad me the most in my life as time passes by I try hard and my best to forget whatever that I have cling on it for so long.
Forgive and forget this phrase has been coming out from friends to me
There’s a sentence cite from someone who I known of
She said even you can’t forget what had happens forgive it do not bring yourself to remember because it will haunt me every single day single night. I agreed with that.
But, I personally believe in good childhood rather than some unpleasant childhood. It will affect one being
More to come …Labels: child abuse, child hood, leukemia, post traumatic stress, self injury
Yuko writes @ 2:15 AM
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